How remarkable it is that as soon as we experience a “negative” emotion, most persons promptly go to war with it. An instinctive aversion will twist, knead, beat, expunge, or whitewash the unwelcome emotion – do almost anything, but allow you to experience it.
Anger, fear, shame, jealousy, grief, frustration, guilt, hatred, sadness, envy, despair… Who would want to willingly experience such? A prospective client with whom I once met typified this disinclination. When I suggested that he might let himself feel his unwanted emotions, instantly he shot back, “Why would I want to do that?”
Jesus in the Gospel of Thomas which was discovered in Egypt in 1945 offered an answer: “If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”
Emotions repressed into the unconscious do not disappear; they fester, and await to erupt into consciousness. Just because you clean and tidy the consciousness by sweeping emotional difficulties into the closet of the unconscious does not mean they are gone.
How then do you relate to difficult emotions in a way that encourages your well-being and personal growth? An overlooked key to transformation is learning to acknowledge, be with, honor, and own your experience, as it is, in the moment as both your truth and your path to transformation.
Rather than deny that you are feeling the unpleasant emotion, you acknowledge the fact that yes, you are. To paraphrase the philosopher, Ayn Rand, ‘You can deny your emotions, but you cannot avoid the consequences of denying your emotions.’
Rather than repress the feeling, you simply to pull up a metaphorical “chair” beside the difficulty, and accompany your feeling with a gentle curiosity that welcomes hearing the feeling’s message. What does your sorrow need? What can your anger teach you? You can only know when you engage your emotions, and they all have something to share.
By just being with your unpleasant emotion (but not to the point of overwhelm) – or for that matter being with any experience – letting it be as it is without any intention to change it – releases the suffering that comes from your resisting your experience. (Nevertheless such acceptance is not an endorsement.)
Your difficult emotion is a fact of your experience. As such, you honor it as your truth, as it happens to be in the present moment.
By acknowledging, being with, and honoring your emotion, however unpleasant it may be, you take ownership of your emotion for which you alone are responsible.
A dream that I had in my 20s demonstrates the effect of engaging unpleasantness, rather than avoiding it. Of course, it refers to what I was working with at that time:
Turning towards your difficult emotions with the light of your awareness and acceptance is a path of least resistance to your unfolding.
So many of the world’s contemplative and religious traditions speak of the Mystery within you and me. Despite being so near, for all practical purposes Buddha mind, the Kingdom of Heaven, or True Nature – however you call it – seems so far from our experience as to be just rumor. Why is this so?
To read the post, click >> Two Veils Hide the Mystery Within
When I meet persons who are searching for their purpose in life, while I empathize with and sometimes admire their passion, nevertheless I feel the very search for purpose defeats its being found. Where would you expect to find your life’s purpose? Under a rock? There’s an alternative to searching.
To read the post, click >> Are you searching for your life’s purpose?
At one time or another, we all get stuck in a rut. Perhaps it’s an unfulfilling job or relationship. When you realize you are in a rut, what can you do? How can you get unstuck?
To read the post, click >> Getting Unstuck from the Rut in Your Life
So often, our jobs demand that we sacrifice our personal lives for the sake of corporate profit. No, the human person does not exist as a sacrifice to be made to the God of Business; business exists for the commerce that provides a passable support for human life. Still that is too modest an assertion.
To read the post, click >> Are You a Machine or a Person? Dehumanization and Work-Life Balance
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